Thursday, December 18, 2008

Sorry I didn't get to say good-bye...

I got a job offer. One I couldn't refuse.  I was facing not being able to pay my bills and losing everything, only working 15 hours a week. I just can't make it on that.  Then I got the call. It was very sudden, they called Tuesday evening, and said can you start tomorrow, at 8:30. It all happened so fast there wasn't much time to think or process, plan or prepare so I just had to make a move, take a risk and just do it.   I am very glad I did.  This is the job I have been working towards for seven and half years.  I will be able to more than double my income and work at home.  Sound too good to be true, its not.  It's like any other job, its work, and its not what I dream of doing as in this particular task, but it is something I am confident I will be very good at and that I will enjoy...and it is the kind of money I have dreamt so long of making.  It allows me to stay home which I have wanted to do my entire adult working life.  Now I can finally use my skills, to really make the kind of money I want to make, AND work from home which is my ultimate dream come true.

I hope you all will forgive me for not saying good-bye, but there just wasn't time.  I couldn't let this opportunity pass me by.   I had to just call in to work Wed. to make it to this sudden training and then try to figure out what to do.  I knew though after that first day, I was meant to be there so I resigned this morning.  I was going to try and stay on maybe just working 1 day at week at my other job, but I realized yesterday I need to give my full energy and attention to this new endeavor so I can be as successful as possible with it.  I have jumped through many hoops, had many let downs, and many unfulfilled promises along this very rocky road, but just when I reached my lowest point, everything just shifted, all at once.  Tuesday I prayed so hard, and just put all my trust into the universe that whatever happened I would accept..and Tuesday I got the call.  Now I can work hard to keep my house that I love so much and this simple little life that I love!

I will miss you all so very much.  I loved that company, that job but most of all, all of you!  You are what made me look forward to going to work each day and what made those sometimes really long days bearable (especially on the weekends).  I hope you will understand, that I would have said good-bye if I could.  I also hope you will stay in touch as your friendships mean so much to me.  

Much love~

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